There's a bigger picture here. You're not seeing it yet. Understandably since you are so much in the trees on this one and still being pummeled on a regular basis. You were accused, abused, and otherwise mistreated for so long by a formerly trusted person you thought you could rely on. Now you are starting to see the bigger picture. You are starting to see that he is not in a good place - much like a drowning person that will take you with him if you try to help. Lots of action and movements - much of it makes no sense even to him.
I borrowed this from Wishing's thread. AJ wrote some more fine words of wisdom.
"You know, it's times like these when I realize what a superhero I am." Tony Stark/Iron Man
“Focus on what you can do, then do it with all your heart.” Lois Wilson
