Thank you. It's sinking in.

New goings on. Affair is confirmed. EA at the moment.
She is telling our friends she is not coming back here. Some pulled away from me. Others got closer. Quite a few contacted me to ask what's going on.
She isn't acting anything like herself. At first it was like she was in her 20s or teens but now she is in left field. This is said by friends.

I'm not contacting her. I feel there is no choice or chance for us.

I will reread this thread and continue reading others.

DR and DB books should arrive soon and I will still read them.