Reaching out for support and advice!!

[bluesgal]

Thanks labug, you're so right. Yes, I'm a worrier by nature, but I so badly don't want to continue to mess things up. I feel like when I'm prepared, I say the right things. I don't do so great when I wing it.

I've let A LOT of things go. Don't worry nearly like I used to. This sitch has taught me how to take things day by day. I am more flexible and easy going than ever. I guess I can see now what's really important in life.

This is not his norm. The family (his/my parents) are so concerned. I get comments from people that see him that he looks 'tired'. He is not well. His sleep and memory are terrible. He refuses help because, of course, everything is MY fault.

You know, if I was just out of the picture, his life would be great