I open my eyes each day and except it for what it looks like....
good H days are met with good reinforcement
bad H days are met with detachment and loving acts from behind the scene
I put myself first, I make my plans, and spend my time as I wish, without expectation.
Then when I'm so removed from MLC, because I'm just living life without my radar on, blam, it won't let me go, it shoves itself right under my nose. I try with all my might to put on the restraints, but it gets clearer and clearer and I see what the future holds.
The past can't be ahead of you in the future. You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction. What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!