Well, there was one new thing going on. I just met OM for the first time. He came with W to pick D up tonight. I figured it was a matter of time, so I told her to bring him into the house. Seems like a nice enough guy, although he is 13 years older than W and dresses like a 14 year old. From what I understand, he is a kid that just never grew up. He still rides BMX bikes and skateboards with his friends. I did most of the talking, very short and cordial. It gave me extreme butterflies, as I really felt like stuffing this little man into a pretzel. Controlling that feeling lets me know that I am growing, because a year ago I would have done just that. I think I handled myself really well.
Now, to just get rid of this horrible feeling in my gut as they all three drive away....
Good job, SP!
You ARE in control of you.
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss
