Thank you Lefty. It's good to know that I am not alone in my feelings. Moving on for me is very VERY difficult. I am really having a hard time breaking free.
Adinva, I tried my best. I have come to the realization that OM didn't steal my W or D away from me. Although that doesn't ease the hurt very much, I must keep that in mind.
Last night, I had a rough nights sleep. Too many thoughts of sadness and confusion. I can get past that feeling much faster than I was able to before, but the hurt keeps creeping back in. It seems that at every turn, there is a new constant reminder that my family was broken.
Up an moving this morning. Time to tackle another day.....
