Another really good night! W picked up D from school. W made dinner while I played with D. After dinner I thanked her and cleaned up the kitchen.
Went to the gym and had a great workout, between the weight loss from BD and being active in the gym 3 days a week I'm really starting to see a transformation.
I got out of the shower last night and had my towel on and walked out in the living room to help D. W saw me without my shirt on and said... HOLY [censored]. I smiled at her and returned to my own business. She keeps telling me how good I look, I just say thank you and move along.
My PMA was AMAZING last night. I felt so good from the gym, and D was being very sweet. I was able to just smile and I was actually singing. For the first time in a long time I felt like i wasn't just faking it.
I have also been talking to more women lately. Not in a .. hey i want to date you kind of way. More of just having a nice conversation. It puts me in a good place to listen, and be heard. I feel like it is really boosting my self confidence. Remembering that, hey, I am funny, I am interesting, and you know what! I will be ok.
D had a nightmare last night. Called for her mommy but she never went to her bedroom. So i went downstairs and scooped her up. At least I had a little cuddle buddy for the night!
