That's bad K Can't you move to your mum's or MIL's just over the winter months? Myabe your H might come up with something I hope you get it sorted (((hugs)))
H47 me48 T22 M21 S20 - Got high functioning autism 3/2000 H admits to OW and moves out to live with her 11/2000 H moves back home 2/4/13 H moves out H tells me he wants D 6/13, but now he can't afford to!
Can't you move to your mum's or MIL's just over the winter months? Myabe your H might come up with something 
I hope you get it sorted (((hugs)))