However, I will be honest and say that I have mixed feelings about dating. On one hand, I am ready to share some life experiences. I want to love and be loved again. On the other hand, I am not 100% sure that I can totally put myself out there. I think about this a lot. I am confused about whether it's that I am not ready, or that I am "damaged", and I will bear the scars of my past relationship forever. I notice that I am not able to trust or "feel" as easily as I did previously in my life. I worry that I am doing D an injustice. I worry what people will think of me. I worry that this will all happen again and it scares the Sh!t out of me......Remember when new relationships were easy?...haha
If it's any consolation, you're not the only person with these fears and worries.
