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She said 'do you think its ok if I go to <city name because she never says his name> today? If D3 new shedule is too much for you for two days I can come up with something else....

I told her no I can take care of D3. I have before and I can now. And..I need to get used to doing it on my own and what better time than now..

Response: ok. Whatever that means.

I left it there. I wanted to imply that eventually D3 would be living here with me on our own.

So one night there instead of two, and she messages me saying she will pick up D3 because she is back in town.

I said oh D3 s going to be so happy to see you because she's been asking about you.

She said yes, mommy is an idiot.

I didn't ask what that's about. So three weeks without OM and then two day trip cut in half abruptly. And I know its not because he had to work because he works mornings so she definitely skipped tonight evening time.

Back home now. Messaging like crazy on her phone and seeming agitated.

I'm going out to GAL . Let her stew in her own crap situation.

When I got home I told her since you are back, I can accept the invite with some friends.

Who? She asked. Oh just some new people i met.

She usually is very supportive of me going out, probably to relieve guilt (could be mind reading). But today she didn't respond with the usual oh ok have fun and don't worry about what time it is..stay out as long as you want and ill get D3 to school tomorrow.

I want to say its rocky on the affair front...but I don't want to be mind reading...nor getting my hopes up. I've done that before and it didn't go well. So going out tonight. Its not my business whats happening to her at this point.