Knowing if given the opportunity, I'd share what I've learned. I'd give what should have been given. I'd receive with abandon. Showing my girls that two wounded children of two different divorces CAN break a cycle. Can withstand odds and heal.
I fight today, one day more because I owe it to him and myself. We have been through so much prior to this, we deserve some fun WITH each other. I hope we are able to work ourselves back to each other.
Is the first year the worst? Does it really get better? When they go from clinging to touch and go, is it just a slow death? Or is it really a growing period?
Formerly Workinprogress H :55 M :over 29 yrs. Together : 33 D : college D : adult BD and left : May 2013 Separated Experimenting/Replay
