Pud, I guess we posted at the same time. Thanks for the encouragement. I’m sure he will not anything hurtful. The most hurtful thing I’ve heard from him was already said last year, when he told me that he was not in love with me anymore and he was starting the next phase of his life after me. I can validate and stay calm, no problem. On the opposite, I’m afraid that I will not communicate enough, like I did before. I’m just not feeling easy for some reason.
I will keep working on these feelings and try to find out what holding me up and scares me the most.
M:50 H:52 S28 (my S from previous marriage) M:17 + 3 BD: 06/12 S: 06/12 - H works in another state
