new life part 2

[kelela]

I was just thinking of that too about glass of wine. Well so far once again my night is not going so well just got a set back I will not be able to get help for my fuel heating until I can get the account into my name well I called the fuel company and they told me that I can get the account under my name and take my H name off of the account but I will have to pay the back payment and I will have to pay ahead before they can fill my fuel tank up for The winter. Which there is no way I will be able to come up with the whole amount they said that I will need to get. Well I called H up about this and told him he better figure something out for the heat in the house for the boys. So he told me that he will call the fuel company and see what he needs to do. If not I will have to move to a new place which I won't be able to afford to start all over again. I can't believe this. I was doing so good until once again H has put me back to square one again. Well at lease my other bills are all up to date. Now the fuel bill is my new nightmare. Grrrr I think its time for a good night drink