You girls are freakin' awesome. I was so confused and I read your words and you are all absolutely right.

Fragile, still trying to feel good in own skin, withdrawal, isn't ready yet, doesn't think he deserves any of it, status quo is painful, trying to figure out his feelings...WOW.

All very true.

And D@mmit I AM sexy and wonderful. smile

I feel so much better. This will make me keep going a little longer (til the next down cycle laugh ) I'm so blessed to have these boards and all you great people.

Me:49 H:47
S: 16
T:27 M:25
My EA: 2001
His PA: 10/2007, 6/2013
Separated, but H still in house

Find your Shambala: a place of peace and happiness.