Boy I messed that up. I was trying to say I am not sure he has OW, he says not.
He is working himself to death no to think about us I think. And we need the money of course.
I can still hear in his voice he is really angry with me from all our past fighting...Hopefully he will soften with time??

I am still unsure about going to his work Christmas party. I will make sure I am on my BEST behavior if I go. Plus, I am getting a cold that my kids had that I was trying so hard not to get!

M15 T19
D13 S13
BD Affair 9/13
S 11/13
D started 6/14.. dropped court date 10/14 H attorney can't get it together.
Still with long distance ow. Still hates me.