Settling in for the long road ahead

[Liberty3]

AS, thanks for your reply. I hadn't thought of us working together as an opportunity to show him how I have changed. I just saw it as being hard, but you have put it in a more positive light for me

We had a business seminar to attend yesterday which entailed an hours drive either way. H has been putting out feelers to add to our business which would mean me getting a little more involved in stuff outside of the office. He mentioned that maybe me seeking work outside of our business wouldn't be a good idea at the moment. I'm in two minds about that. Outside work might be helpful for GALing but on the other hand increasing my input into our business really interests me. I am slowly increasing my circle of friends that i meet regularly for lunch/coffee, etc so I wouldn't be relying on H for social contact. I think I will just sit on it for now, if I'm meant to find a job it will happen!

I'm having trouble with patience at the moment. I am not a patient person yet I know that patience is the only way through all of this. Things will not happen quickly, H can not make a decision to save his life at the moment! He is like a clock pendulum flipping backwards and forwards. I think I need to write out what I am actually doing in the long term regarding 180's, etc so that I can keep referring back to them and hopefully that will keep me on track and hopefully develop my patience!

I noticed in my original post that the name of the book I had mentioned had been edited. Are we not allowed to mention the names of books on the site?