I'm sad. Nothing is happening, no big MLC surprises or anything. Maybe that's it. Nothing is happening. I had an ok day. Busy day. I'm grateful for my income and students and house and kids. I just feel some sad. I feel enormously rejected. Like gigundously rejected by a middle-aged drug addict who is going through a mid-life crisis. He wants nothing to do with me. How come I'm not happy about this?
I should be happy. I should feel lucky. Why is rejection from someone so damaged still so hard for me? Why do I keep hoping? shiz.
"You know, it's times like these when I realize what a superhero I am." Tony Stark/Iron Man
“Focus on what you can do, then do it with all your heart.” Lois Wilson
