I used to think he would stand for me as well but now I don't know
A little bit of stubbornness too It's not one thing. It's a belief. What keeps my heart going ? My kids. My belief in my vows. My belief in my H
I am very anxious for the holidays- all but one since BD have been with him and his family. I enjoy the sum of all parts. I don't enjoy H. Right now. So I look at the kids. And the love of the family around me. And I enjoy. And am even more grateful because i have been given the opportunity to appreciate, cherish and love that which I might have continued taken for granted in the past.
Looking through my children's eyes... I find the flame.
TPS Me: 44 H: 42 M14 T17 S10 D7 10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month 21/04/12 H is 'DONE' 04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010) July '14 H ends affair May '15 H moves back home
