I love that you are having good times now, and that you watched the movie without H and allowed yourself to enjoy it.
But, like I feel with many of the other great people here, it makes me sad (and kind of angry sometimes) what we are all going through. I'm actually kind of mad that your H is so foolish to not see what a great W and family he is missing out on.
Back to the good part - since you are a few months ahead of me and we have some similarities in our sitches, and since you are handling yourself so well, I often derive inspiration from you to keep dusting myself off and carry on. So thank you!!
me: 44 XH: 42 M 11 years D10 and S8 Bomb drop 9/27/13 D final 7/1/14