on the edge pt 2

[dingo]

Absolutely - all of those things you said apply to me too, especially the texting part.

The consequences of continuing the affair are no relationship with me but when she wants space and hence no relationship/contact with me anyway, there is no real consequence so she gets exactly what she wants on both ends.

I am in a bad place today. Again thinking that I want to push the D and if she lets it through, so be it. Put all the money on the table and roll the dice for better or for worse...