on the edge pt 2

[dingo]

Thanks for the support 3bm. I felt like I did so well initially. She was talking about how she wished she rented a month to month place but thought that it wouldn't be a problem to get out of the lease if she wanted to move back in. I told her that I thought she needed to stay in the apartment for a while because we both needed space to figure things out.

Its just the damn OM that keeps boiling my blood. He is literally the only thing we fight about. I don't pressure her to work on our M or to move back in or to hang out with me. Its all just about stopping the affair. I should know by now that I can't control that but I just don't know how to feel like I am enforcing the boundary and that she has consequences.

I am trying really hard to get off the rollercoaster and I definitely do think this was a hard-learned lesson. I won't make this mistake again.