Look what the cat dragged in! (TL) - Act 2

[tigerlily78]

But we do have glimmers of hope that they will get to a stronger place and be happy inside. Part of what keeps me going is knowing that H really isn't happy inside, with himself. I want to see the happy person, regardless of how this turns out. I still believe in the person buried deep inside. At least for now.

Thank you for this Pud, and your vote of confidence in my strength and coping skills. I really liked what you said here, that you want your H to be able to be happy regardless of how things turn out. Deep down I know I feel that way too, I even told him so crying in the kitchen at Bombdrop. He knows that his happiness is important to me, really, truly. I hope in time he can find peace and happiness for his own sake, and of course I want to share in it. But I have to accept, that maybe that won't be the case.