Why would you be sad if he wasn't here by Christmas? You could still spend time together, right?

Don't let emotion rule, this is too important.

H and I just had a discussion last night about timing and we both agreed we don't have another one of these "episodes" in us.

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss