I'm not afraid to take a stand.......

[Whiterose]

I'm feeling really panicked about Friday.......I keep praying I get a message from h saying he need a break. I know it's not going to happen but I keep needing to cry but I can't becuse I'm working in the basement and S14 is home.

I feel like I need to run. Just get in my sh1t van and run.

S14 said to me he was glad I'm make enough money to stay in the house.....I told him a lot will depend on his dad and the judge. I'm having internal panic attacks.

I don't want to!!!!