I haven't told her how much I hurt. I believe she knows and of course she still is.
Yes, I've been selfish. I admit that. I've been wrong. I do think she is being selfish with this. And it's not a mature thing to do. Especially on fb.
I will read the books when they arrive. Yes, I'm having trouble understanding. Not sure of next move. Other than working on myself, my issues, my problems I feel stuck. I have admitted my faults and wrong doing and accepted them. She knows.
I'm having trouble letting go but I think in our last talk that she may feel I am trying at least.
