I’m sorry to hear all of this, you know posting here is a safe place to vent and I am glad you did.
Please do not engage your W until you are able to calm yourself down more.
Still seeing an MC and IC? I sure hope so.
It sounds like there are several issues that need addressed still, take some time and cool off, we both know when we are emotionally charges it only makes things worse.
I am finding out that Piecing is very hard and trying. Slow down for a while.
You’re in my thoughts
M46,W41 D16,D18 M22,T25 BD 11/12 W moved out 01/13 Piecing 10/13 Divorced 01/15 "Whether you worry or not has no affect on the outcome. But, moving forward, letting go, and making changes can." UrWorthy