I know I have controlling tendencies, I don't want things to go wrong, or fail, or have to "fix" something unexpectedly...
And well, my career choice happens to depend on being very, very good at controlling variables and monitoring "states", and I reckon I got a bunch of that from my Dad...between engineering and military?...oh yeah...
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I'd rather not have been fooled or felt the fool again.
I hear that, old T2's ego wants protection...lol...but am I/would I be fooled or the fool, if I go in with open eyes, knowing that trust could be broken?
Do I trust myself to handle that appropriately, and without devastation? Yes, I believe I do...NOW.
In the depths of winter, I finally learned that within me there lay an invincible summer. - Albert Camus
Uncertainty is the very condition which impels people to unfold their powers.-Eric Fromm