I'll answer but, my answer doesn't matter in so much that your answer is the important one here. Know what I mean? The WHY of your reasons is the one that matters.
Did I trust myself? No, not really I had been burned by trust, I didn't trust myself. It was sort of random and when I felt...'worried' at first. When I got scared I wanted to be wrong and to not find anything.
Self protection? Yeah, I suppose so. As much as it woul dhave hurt and suckked and it would have; I'd rather not have been fooled or felt the fool again.
"Controlling Habit" No. I was pretty clear I told her I would check up on her. I was up front and it was a part of the deal she agreed to. I'm not really a controlling type of guy so this wasn't the reason.
protection and paranoia I'll go with.
Experience is a brutal teacher, but you learn. My God, do you learn. - C.S. Lewis
Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B. - Jack3Beans
Listen without defending; Speak without offending - FaithinAK
