Years, and that sounds bad, maybe daunting? It's not; I 'mostly' trusted her; I was verifying. It's not like I didn't trust her on a daily basis, most days the thought of trust never came up, but when it did, when the little monkey in my brain started chattering away, yeah I checked.
Do you think you felt like you trusted yourself to "know" or "intuit" when to verify?
Or was it somewhat some ego "self-protection" or controlling "habit"?
Or ?
That is what I am digging and sifting through, getting to my own truth there. Do I truly trust myself, my intuition, or do I still have some ego-protecting controller demons to exorcise?
That is the question...
In the depths of winter, I finally learned that within me there lay an invincible summer. - Albert Camus
Uncertainty is the very condition which impels people to unfold their powers.-Eric Fromm
