For the sake of interpretation (so I will understand what you meaning), when you say you don't "feel" like doing something (whatever the case might be)......how do you mean it?
For example, several times you have used that expression in regards to returning a call to your W, etc. Sometimes you have said it about not accepting an invitation from her. When you say you don't "feel" like going to her birthday party, what do you mean? Are you saying you think you may experience being uncomfortable? Or is it something else?
I just wanted to make sure I understand well.
About Christmas and W not have the kids for second year.......has something changed from the original plans for them to be with you? I thought I had read your post every day, but I may have missed something. Things have been kind of crazy for me the past three months.
It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!
