I am going really slow in regards to dating. I have met some fun women, who are also divorced and share some of my same qualities. I have had some really really good dates. However, I will be honest and say that I have mixed feelings about dating. On one hand, I am ready to share some life experiences. I want to love and be loved again. On the other hand, I am not 100% sure that I can totally put myself out there. I think about this a lot. I am confused about whether it's that I am not ready, or that I am "damaged", and I will bear the scars of my past relationship forever. I notice that I am not able to trust or "feel" as easily as I did previously in my life. I worry that I am doing D an injustice. I worry what people will think of me. I worry that this will all happen again and it scares the Sh!t out of me......Remember when new relationships were easy?...haha
