So you lived in the future for awhile and it made you uncomfortable. Don't go there again.
wink

Deal with _do I want H" if and when you need to, there are lots of twists and turns to come.

The important thing is, you're now in a better position to handle them.

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss