Thanks, folks. I think standing up for myself is kind of new right now so I don't know how to feel about it. I am working to keep on the track I am on right now....here we are a few years out and I am still slugging it out with the urge to reach out. I am doing better, but I get these strong compulsions to let her know I am still alive and wanting to work on stuff. She knows. Not need to keep selling it.

Ad - thanks for your insight....I have appreciated it since I have been here.

SM34 - thanks for following along. I still read your threads and think there are still positives in your situation.

Crimson