WBW, I can hear your despair in all your posts. I’m sorry you are feeling lost. I have these moments too. What do mean by “time is running out”? It sounds to me that you are trying so hard to hold on to the thought that your H might change his mind. Please, let it go, let him go. He needs to feel you released the rope. You don’t give him a chance to feel what he might lose, because his attention is on your holding that d@rn rope.
Jealousy was a big issue with me too. I cannot day I was always suspicious, but I had the moments when I didn’t trust H in what he was doing while traveling for work. He mentioned this issue as one of the biggest to influence his decision. I’ve working on this very hard ever since, and I think I’m making a good progress.
WBW, keep posting. We are here for you. (((((hugs)))))
M:50 H:52 S28 (my S from previous marriage) M:17 + 3 BD: 06/12 S: 06/12 - H works in another state
