Thanks for the anniversary wish. I made it through. H called several times during the day Wanted to go to dinner but S16 was working so no sitter for S9 Instead H came over, I cooked and we watched the hockey game He brought me roses and a bottle of wine. I gave him some night goggles for his harley riding. He left around 10 PM. He said he had laundry to finish. Asked me if I was upset he was leaving I said no, have a nice night and sleep well. He left and I proceeded to break down into tears after he drove away. Didnt last long though, a month ago I would of cried all night and begged him to stay etc etc. I guess thats progress. He called later two times to say Happy Anniversary and really to say nothing. I dont know if he was feeling bad or expecting me to get into R talk and I didnt
H called again this morning asking how my night was I said it was good, slept well etc etc
So made it through the day much better than I thought I would. I consider that a positive.
