I agree w/uR...absolutely beautiful and sincere. Yes, God was there to listen and would have stepped in if he thought you couldn't do the work. God doesn't always give us what we want, but what we need.
Keep up the good work! It's a new marriage and both of you have grown so much and can share so many things that the possibilities are endless. Yes, uR is right...still quite a bit of work ahead, but you definitely have got it.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
