There is no one else, I know she would be scared to death to bring another guy around her "precious" boys and I can tell you another guy is the last thing she is thinking.

She has held in SOOOOOOO much resentment toward me, even put the kids before me for the last few years because she thought she could make it work until the kids were older. She laid it out and said how all my little/big jabbs over time has hardened her heart and she cannot come out of that. When she really tried to talk to me that I didn't care and told her Im going to do what I want to do and for her to get over it now. She also told me a few other things that I dont even remember saying.

I at least know where her heart is at now and even though it doesnt help the way I feel, its nice to know the whole story.


Me: 39 W: 33
M: 9 years
T: 10 years
S7 S10
BD 10/19/13
W Filed 11/25/13
EA Confirmed 2/2/14 (no evidence of PA)
WAW moved out 3/15/14