I called H to see if he was joining me for lunch, he clicked the call over to voicemail. I didn't let my mind run about why. I just let it be, plenty of possible reasons, but no point in me worrying.
He came home late for lunch. I asked if he had already eaten. He said he just stopped at Subway and had assumed I ate already. "Why did you call me and leave voicemail?" I said, to see if you were on your way for lunch or not, I was hungry and getting ready to eat without you.
He came home with a folder from the bank. He left it on the kitchen table while he got a drink in the kitchen. I didn't pick it up and page through it (like I would have before). I gave it an obvious glance, but didn't ask about it. If it's meant to be my business, he will tell me.
This is a big 180 for me. I don't need to question and understand everything. I am offering up trust in his decisions. I stood in the kitchen just now and basically said, "I trust that if this concerns me, you will let me know" without saying a word.
me-35 WAS-37 T-16 1/2 Son-14 (HF Aspergers) BD,ILYBINILWY,"I met my soulmate": Oct5,2013 "Letting go because I love him, holding on because I love him."
