Wife Said She's Done

[OneDay]

No the possibility of someone else is not even a thought nor was it ever.

So why Now?
Because as soon as I said Im moving back, she was pissed and immediately filled for divorce. Because Im being severed the divorce papers any day now, because it feels like this is all moving so quickly and spiraling out of control, because I do not want my kids to have another dad someday that doesn't give a rip about them. because when I detached she takes it as I dont give a (blank) about her or the kids, Im my usual selfish self... etc etc I can keep going and going.

Arghgghghglghghghgh.

I just messed this up big time didn't I