Feel like falling down

[willbwell]

no doubt , h was confused. he apologized for his yoyo behavior.

told h affairs are like addictions

we still remain amicable.

I rarely text. he texts everyday(on my phone) to d15.

h has no contact whatsoever with anyone, old friends, family...

ow is twice divorced 2 kids 4 & 14. 2 diff dads.36yold. shouldn't matter. What matters to me is I feel h is making a stupid choice. I don't like thinking of h as being stupid