Thanks a ton, Eric. The urge to let everyone know what W has done and continues to do is strong. When the happy princess face goes on for the rest if the world it stinks to be the ONLY one besides her sexting mates that knows the real truth. W has, if course, accused me of telling all my friends about her. I think it would make her feel better if I were angry, bitter and vindictive. Wait, that's that DB stuff working again, isn't it?
I have already developed a new R with S12 and S10. We now have special things and times that we share together. S10 and I share Sunday mornings now at church for example. We go to Sunday school and service together while W and S12 usually join us for service. He and I walk to church whenever possible so we can talk and share along the way. He's my big hug machine as well. All the PT I'm not getting from W, he makes up for with hugs, piggy back rides, leaning against me, etc. Not the same as W, but shows me lots of love none the less. S12 and I have always had the sports connection. Now that has evolved into school and R talks. He actually talked to me the other night about his best girl friend and her struggles. (They aren't an item. Unfortunately) These are things only mom was there for earlier in life.
I want my boys to feel safe and loved. I told S12 I wasn't going anywhere and wouldn't leave him. I hope it never comes to that with me and W.
Both 40 T-22 M-18 S13 S11
Bomb, ILYBINILWY-7/10/13 EA #1-confirmed 7/10/13, ongoing since 5/13 EA #2-9/13/13
