I agree with TTD. Don't give up on your town - you're there for a few years yet. If you can't find anything in your town, how about the next one over if it's not too far.

Sounds like you still managed to chill over the weekend, which is a good thing.

Stay strong!

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S14
M 16 yrs (his 3rd; my 1st)

ILYBINILWY - 24 Dec 2012
H moved out - 27 Jun 2013
Legally separated - 6 Sep 2013
Closing the door and changing the locks