my h is not a bad guy in as far as spewing, being ugly.
h really gives me nothing.. no conversation at all.no connection with anyone
h wants to move on with D. mind reading, but I think it is because(he thinks) it will magically alleviate his guilt.
He wont feel the need to lie to me,kids anymore.
h said the words to me "at my age, I should be able to do what I want"
I pray and pray for h.


M48 H50
M21 T26
S20 at college),S17,D15-cp, dev. delay- cogniv 5yrs old
PA confirmed 7/2012
H separates 9/2012
H move home 2/13& 7/13 lasted 2weeks.ILYNILWY
OW still in picture. h filed 10/13