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[willbwell]

Hey Ambivalent, today is a new day.

There is a tremendous impact they have on us and our children daily.

But, what is it that you deserve?

I know my h isn't capable of giving that to me right now. I guess what I am having to come to terms with is, was he ever really?

I always knew my h was a bit selfish and I loved him anyway. h was never truly engaged in the family always busy with work, but that was ok to me. I never protested it.

I too feel the same about h when he comes to the house. he still pays bills and mortgage.
he won't hang out here though with kids. he feels uncomfortable. he rarely eats here. It is just sad to me.
that he doesn't feel the gift that home and family are. that I too now can't share little things about the day.

I want and deserve someone in my life that also wants and knows joy and sharing. wish it were h, maybe one day it will be again

Don't set yourself up for feeling bad.
Your happiness and joy come from within