Ambiv, I love reading your posts. They are so raw and so real, you have an insight that is remarkable. I think you are one fine woman.

The red and blue pill is from the movie The Matrix. One you take to be in reality or one you take to stay in the matrix and the fantasy. Hope that helps.

Me:49 H:47
S: 16
T:27 M:25
My EA: 2001
His PA: 10/2007, 6/2013
Separated, but H still in house

Find your Shambala: a place of peace and happiness.