"Anyway folks, don't forget about me. You keep my PMA up, you help me be patient and help me gain perspective on my sitch. I do need you and promise I won't make you yawn too much!"
Seems you are doing great. May we all get to a place where the WAS wants to talk about home and home projects. It is a long road and I see lots and lots and lots of backwards before forward. But changing the dynamic of yourself and the way you act and react is I see a life long process. And as difficult as it appears to me now, I will benefit as we all will by being a better person. Juat a hell of a way to learn about yourself.
