This is a really great list and not easy to do.

Are you working on these things with the guidance of your IC?

Could you pick out a couple realizations that might be the keys to all the others.

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss