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ambivalent,
I read your posts and think man, this is me. I just can't get the words out.
what you share is genuine and raw and thank you for that. It helps me see/recognize those same feelings in me that I can't give voice to. That tremendous sadness at h's weakness, my weakness too.
I especially like your new password!

As I have shared, I have a child with cp. She is cognately about 5. Before becoming a part of this'disability' world, I had no idea the volume of people and conditions out there. We were very lucky in d's early days to be at John's Hopkins Hospital. As luck would have it we moved to MD when she was 5months old. What an eye opener Hopkins was!! But, it is all ok. d15 is a gift, is a blessing. has taught me(and her brothers) so much that we would have not known otherwise.

Before entering this crazy world of MLC, I had no idea the volumes of us out there. Do I want to be part of this group? no way, but I find myself here. surely, something good will ultimately have to come out of this. I am a year in, and I have not died yet! I have managed to get up and get a move on everyday. I have for the most part behaved well!
I am ready to say goodbye to 2013. its not been a very good year really anyway. I still remain hopeful and optimistic to what a new year can bring!
take care ambivalent. We do have our moments. But you sound like an incredible strong woman to me. Thank you for always sharing your journey