I would like to break the cycle of avoiding feelings and keeping them inside. Both my h and I came from that type of family background... Just getting on with it and not talking about how one feels.

Because of how D is feeling I woke up today feeling very angry at H. Conversation in head is me telling him it's finished - he doesn't deserve us and he can live in his fairy land or all of eternity for all I care!

TPS
Me: 44 H: 42
M14 T17
S10 D7
10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month
21/04/12 H is 'DONE'
04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010)
July '14 H ends affair
May '15 H moves back home