So, I saw an attorney a few days ago. I also got a new job, making more money with real potential. I'm keeping a second part time job to help pay for my daughters tuition. I will be fine .
Except , I really dont want a divorce. I am in love with my husband and I want very much to spend the rest of my life with him.
He says he doesn't love me anymore, that I never forgave him for cheating, and that it's too late. I have not felt loved in a year, so I guess it's true tht he doesn't.
I also think that losing this last election was a much bigger blow to him than I would have expected. Also, I have learned that he put much much more of his own money into the campaign than he told me. He gambled and lost .
He is unhappy with himself, I see that. It's quite possible he has ruined himself financially . I don't care. I'll get three jobs if I need to. I am stepping to the plate and feeling stronger.
I'm not hopeless. But he said he doesn't love me and I believe him.
